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    August 01

    The Void


    Where has my heart gone
    In emptiness I now dwell-
    The breeze has gone still.
     
    Where have my dreams fled
    That which propelled me forward-
    The silent waters.

    The stars have gone black
    My course no longer matters-
    Adrift and alone.
     
    A moment of sight
    And then there is nothing left-
    Was it ever there.
    ...
     
    To re-awaken
    To breath deep the crisp cool air-
    Come again to me.

    To hear your laughter
    Or to understand your pain-
    To share and to heal.

    But this cannot be
    The earth accepts its burden-
    I dwell in the void.

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    It has been several months since I last posted anything and I was, for the most part, taking a breather as I decide my next course in the crossroads and while I have been silent, I have been watching. Yes, I admit it, I am a LURKER.

    This Haiku string is a result of reading a post from one of my favorite stops; The Gav Menagerie.
    This particular post really touched home as I remember a friend, who when faced with a very different and difficult crossroad of his own, decided to take the path that would end his pain, but one that would create a void for those of us he left behind.
    After all these years, there is not a day that I don't think about him and wonder the what if's:
    What if I had been a closer friend.
    What if I had a chance to talk to him before he stood at that moment of decision.
    What if
    What if
    What if

    But I don't know, I can only guess. The Haiku string above begins with his voice and concludes with mine.

    And I still feel just as empty.

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